I need your help, the past week or so my mind and self have been very militarized, I just bought 2 shotguns, stocking up on mealay weapons and working out like when I was in, I'm even dressing plain green, it doesn't feel like hate though but I'm scared it might be, do you think this is from satan? That he is trying to trick meinto violence, a lthough I have no urge to kill or feel no hatred
Take a break and stop reading anything or watching for a couple of days or so. You might have involved yourself to much in the troubles of the time and are perhaps a bit "overloaded". Leave the topic, go for a walk, listen to Gregorian chant and say the rosary and go to the sacraments- you'll be perfectly fine. I will pray for you. God bless.
Accendat in nobis Dominus ignem sui amoris, et flammam aeternae caritatis.